Never Enough

You'll always be better than me.

You're a virtuoso,
I can play but a few notes.
You're dainty and skinny,
I'm an overweight troll.
You have every right to be competitive,
I can't be- I have no athletic skill.
Your family will always be happy,
Mine will always be a nightmare.
Children love you,
They cry when they see me.
Boys would die for you,
They'd rather die than look at me.
Your artistic ability is that of a pro,
I can't draw for my life. Never could, never can.
You often have to explain things to me,
Because I have no common sense.

I don't hate you.
I can't hate you.
But the envy that blinds me makes it feel like I do.

One look at me, and you can tell I'm imperfect.
You have to dig deep to discover your flaws.

I'm weird.
You're cool.
I'm unlikable.
Everyone likes you.
I'm untalented.
You deserve to be famous.

You'll always be better than me.
I'll never be enough.